When I started my yoga practice, it felt like a solely physical experience. I think this is the case for most people starting their practice. People will liken it to pilates or stretching, something physical and perhaps not too intense. Over the years I've learned the physical postures are only a small aspect of yoga (and that they can actually get incredibly challenging); I've discovered the impact the breath can make in creating space in your body and mind, and the wonderful calm which can be created by this mindful moving and breathing and by meditation and (so I am learning) by diet.

Now I am learning all this and it makes such complete and utter sense, I am wondering why I didn't learn any of this earlier. It baffles me that I know things about historic events, geography and maths whilst not really understanding how to keep my own body, mind and emotions healthy.


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The beginnings of Yoga were developed in Northern India over 5,000 years ago. The word yoga was first mentioned in the oldest sacred texts, the Rig Veda. The Vedas were a collection of texts containing songs, mantras and rituals to be used by Brahmans, the Vedic priests. Yoga was slowly refined and developed in the Upanishads, a huge work containing over 200 scriptures. The most renowned of the Yogic scriptures is the Bhagavad-Gita, composed around 500 BC.

In the second century the Yoga-Sutras -the first systematic presentation of yoga- were written by Patanjali. This text organized the practice of yoga into an "eight limbed path" containing the steps and stages towards obtaining Samadhi or enlightenment.

A few centuries after Patanjali, yoga masters created a system of practices designed to rejuvenate the body and prolong life. This led to the creation of what we primarily think of yoga in the West: Hatha Yoga.

In the late 1800s, yoga masters began to travel to the West, attracting attention and followers. In the 1920s, Hatha Yoga was strongly promoted in India with the work of T. Krishnamacharya, Swami Sivananda and other yogis practicing Hatha Yoga. Krishnamacharya opened the first Hatha Yoga school in Mysore in 1924 and produced three students that would continue his legacy and increase the popularity of Hatha Yoga: B.K.S. Iyengar, T.K.V. Desikachar and Pattabhi Jois.

The importation of yoga to the West still continued at a trickle until Indra Devi opened her yoga studio in Hollywood in 1947. Since then, many more western and Indian teachers have become pioneers, popularizing hatha yoga and gaining millions of followers. Hatha Yoga now has many different schools or styles, all emphasizing the many different aspects of the practice.

The yoga we see today has many forms and roughly fit within the Yang (dynamic,  strength building) or Yin (calming, flexibility creating) categories. The yin and yang complement each other as you need both the energising and calming in life. In the Yang category are forms like:  Ashtanga, Vinyasa flow, Bikram and Power Yoga.  In the Yin category: Iyengar, Hatha, Yin and Restorative Yoga.

I came to yoga through the Power Yoga Company. I found it challenging at first, the many vinyasas (flowing through postures, via plank push up) were tough, all these Warriors and Sanskrit names, it all had very little meaning and some of the postures just seemed impossible (how did all these people stay effortlessly in Downward Facing Dog). But I stuck with it and over time the postures became easier (though remained challenging, as we were being introduced to more difficult variations of the existing postures) and I started to become stronger. I also enjoyed the sense of calm it created at the end of a 60 minute class.

It wasn't until I started attending classes regularly -3 times a week- that there was a shift. The physical movement became rhythmic, flowing with the breath as if it was a wave of energy; it transformed the practice into a moving meditation. That's when it started to have a bigger impact on my mind; if I could just bottle that feeling in Savasana (the final resting pose) where the body was light, the breath was deep and even, and the 'monkey mind' was temporarily tamed... I got stronger, felt calmer and more grounded.

My yoga progress was interrupted by more surgery, of which the recovery was quick (as opposed to previous times where it had taken over a year). That's why I think yoga has made such a big impact on me; I saw how it dramatically aided my recovery. During the teacher training which followed,  I learned about the 8-limbed path which taught me about the breath-work (pranayama) and that all the limbs work towards a deeper state of meditation (bliss). So the physical aspect of yoga is there to prepare our bodies to be able to stay comfortable in a cross legged seated position for longer (without getting distracted by a painful hip or sore back) and for the breath to be even in order for the mind to be calm, and the single pointed focus allows us to go inward. It all centres around meditation, and meditation (mindfulness) is associated with a decreased volume of grey matter in the amygdala, a key stress-responding region of the brain.

Now that I have broadened my understanding of the different types of yoga and what they can do for me, I am much better at practicing on my own; listening to my body, where are restrictions, where do I need to let go. I can use breathing techniques if my monkey mind just won't be quiet or is very judgemental. And I meditate. Every day. It creates, calm, kindness and compassion. And a healthy mind, will cultivate a healthier body.

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Patanjali's 8-limbed path

1. YAMAS  - 5 Restraints or moral disciplines
   1 Ahimsa (non-violence),
   2 Satya (truthfulness),
   3 Asteya (non stealing),
   4 Brahmacharya (right use of energy),
   5 Aparigraha (non greed or non hoarding).

2. NIYAMAS - 5 Positive duties or observances
   1 Saucha (cleanliness),
   2 Santosha (contentment),
   3 Tapas (discipline),
   4 Svadhyaya (self-study),
   5 Isvarapranidaha (surrender to a higher power).

3. ASANA   - Posture

4. PRANAYAMA  - Breathing techniques

5. PRATYAHARA  - Sense withdrawal

6. DHARANA  - Focused concentration

7. DHYANA   - Meditative absorption

8. SAMADHI  - Bliss or enlightenment

"The father of modern yoga". Tirumalai Krishnamacharya (1888 – 1989)

"The father of modern yoga".
Tirumalai Krishnamacharya (1888 – 1989)

“Yoga is a light, which once lit, will never dim. The better your practice, the brighter the flame.” B.K.S. Iyengar (1918 - 2014)

“Yoga is a light, which once lit, will never dim. The better your practice, the brighter the flame.” B.K.S. Iyengar (1918 - 2014)

I first encountered autogenics when I saw the psychologist Gaylin Tudhope in 2014; it’s a deep relaxation technique allowing the parasympathetic side of the nervous system to engage. Autogenic training exercise can be used to help address stress, anxiety, fear, tension. The more regularly it’s used, the more powerful it becomes; it will help you feel more centered and more relaxed, calmer and quieter.

Find a comfortable seat, soles of the feet on the floor and hands on your lap. Close the eyes and just listen to the guided relaxation.

At first mindfulness seemed a bit of a hype to me, as books and apps and colouring in books seemed to spring up everywhere. However during my Yin teacher training last year a lot of emphasis was placed on mindfulness and meditation.  Meditation had come up during my original teacher training and I had started to practice at home but I had never linked the two. Yin yoga requires you to stay in sometimes uncomfortable postures for a length of time and to observe, be aware of the sensations in your body (and mind). The mindfulness aspect simply means to stay focussed on the 'thing you are doing' in the moment. This I translated to other yoga classes, as you are always trying to be completely focussed and aware of the movement and of the breath. So practicing yoga is a form of mindfulness.


The book on mindfulness I really enjoy is written by Edel Maex and is a very practical guide to learning mindfulness.

I do want to learn more though especially after seeing the wonderful film 'Walk with me' . The calm, the pure and the kind living without attachment.  Since then I have been trying to practice more, with small exercises. I find the app Calm incredibly helpful -it has become app of the year 2017 in appStore); guided meditations on various topics (anxiety, focus, stress, also some for kids) and sleep stories too. 

For kids I would also recommend the app Headspace which has programs specifically designed for age categories (7-9, 10-12, 13-15, 16-18 years and adults). Created by a former Buddhist monk, this app presents meditation in very straightforward ways and for specific circumstances, including walking, sleeping, kindness, and focus. It also includes reminders, rewards, and ways to connect with friends for motivation.


On Mindfulness and Yoga

I wanted to make this special section as this book is written by a beautiful woman, Mina Semyon whom I met during my advanced Thai yoga massage course in Samos (she is Kira Balakas’ mother - see below in Thai Yoga Massage). The Distracted Centipede (click on the title for the link on Amazon) is a wonderful book about awakening to the unified sense of your whole being — body, mind, spirit — through the practice of Yoga and Mindfulness. It is about listening and tuning in to your body, gradually realising that wholeness can only be retrieved by identifying and letting go of unnecessary holding on. If you can stop straining you might discover that inside that tense, unbalanced body there is a 'sensible body' which can be effortlessly at ease, with the energy flowing freely and the mind becoming calm. In the midst of the mental storm there is stillness where we can experience our presence.

Mina taught us some amazing yoga classes whilst in Greece, guiding us with her deep wisdom (she has been teaching for almost 50 years!!) and passion for yoga. I feel very lucky and grateful. If you can buy the book (I know it’s a little tricky, perhaps try then please do; it is full of wisdom, very down to earth and funny - you can also get her later book which follows on from the distracted centipede and is called Yoga Stories for Healthy Living.

If you would like to contact Mina her email is:

The distracted centipede got all confused, when a toad asked ‘how do you run?’. It is about living to your true nature (just being), rather than overthinking things…

The distracted centipede got all confused, when a toad asked ‘how do you run?’. It is about living to your true nature (just being), rather than overthinking things…

Mina and Maud (Samos 2018)

I first heard about Thai Yoga Massage (TYM) during my Yin teacher training from a fellow student who (during break times) would kindly massage sore limbs and joints. It looked like such an act of kindness but it was also closely related to yoga postures and anatomy and I wanted to learn more. With a bit of googling I read about Kira Balaskas who set up the School of Thai Yoga Massage in London some 25 years ago. She had an introductory day at her home in February which I enjoyed so much that I enrolled in the 'Diploma course - practitioner level'; I followed all the classes and completed the 30 case studies ahead of the exam which I passed in April and I have now started the advanced. It also helps me to understand the differences in peoples body's better and in turn helps me to advise and adjust better in yoga classes.

Thai Yoga Massage is nicknamed "lazy man's yoga" and uses an energy line system—the Ten Sen—through which the body's natural life force flows. Blockages in this life force cause aches, pains and disease. The therapist uses hands, feet and elbows to apply pressure to important points on the energy lines, together with gentle stretching and applied Hatha Yoga. This releases blocked energy and frees the body's healing potential, restoring balance and harmony. Originating in India and strongly linked to Buddhism, TYM is always practised in a meditative mood. It is said to be "the physical application of loving kindness".

TYM treats ailments such as headache, knee pain, back, shoulder and neck pain, premenstrual tension and others. It is especially effective for numbness or loss of feeling in conditions such as Multiple Sclerosis, or after a stroke, and can help with pain relief during labour. The treatment improves flexibility, relaxes, restores and energises.

Contrary to popular preconceptions, TYM does not require practitioner or receiver to be flexible, athletic or strong. Each treatment is designed to suit client needs. As the basic principle is to balance the energy body with palming and thumbing techniques, this form of body work can be done on or by anyone: young, old, healthy or unwell! TYM's wonderful yoga-based stretches are secondary and do not need to be integral to the treatment. However, for those able to receive them, these effective and beautiful stretches really enhance the experience and benefits.

I am amazed by how much I enjoy TYM, what originally started as something that would help my yoga teaching, has now become something I really want to do more of (perhaps even more than teaching). It has a big mindfulness component (you have to be in the moment, conscious of your breathing and posture) and also a meta-meditation (kindness and compassion) aspect. It is great for the receiver, but it is also very calming and energising for me as the practitioner.

TYM fits into my future plans as I want to use what I know of yoga, meditation, mindfulness (and lifestyle) to help people who need it most; people who are ill, the elderly, kids.. people who could benefit but are reluctant to go to a yoga studio which might look too alternative/hip/daunting.

My yoga and TYM space

My yoga and TYM space


Yoga has made me more aware of the mind-body connection, compassion and being aware and connected. It has started a quest for more understanding of the power of the mind and compassion. I've read a some wonderful books on this concept and I would like to mention them here;

Solve for happy by Mo Gawdat is a wonderful book, in which I recognise a lot of yoga philisophy, but it is a scientific book (Mo was  Chief Business Officer for Google X) on how to be happy by identifying what makes us unhappy (he believes that everyone is born happy); it dismantles 6 illusions and 7 blind-spots, before leading to the 5 truths which connect us all. The 6 illusions are Thought, Self, Knowledge, Time, Control and Fear which are all concepts our mind wants to cling onto, but are destined to make us disconnected from ourselves. It is followed by the blind-spots which are hard-wired into our DNA, but outdated in the modern world; Filters, Assumptions, Predictions, Memories, Labels, Emotions and Exaggeration. Finally the 5 universal truths of Now, Change, Love, Death and Design.  It is all packaged in some way or another in our yoga philosophy (awareness, being present, letting go of judgement, what causes us to suffer) so it was fascinating to read it in a scientific way. It is easy to read; I am a very slow reader and I read it in one go and have gifted it to many friends.

I was lucky to be able to hear Mo speak live at an ActionForHapiness event recently and he is such an inspirational, eloquent, insightful, grounded and open person; hearing him talk about Solve For Happy revealed more insights and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Please check out his #onebillionhappy mission; together we can make the world a happier place!

The same thing happens with the human default for happiness. Parental or societal pressure, belief systems, and unwarranted expectations come along and overwrite some of the original programming. The “you” who started out happily cooing in your crib, playing with your toes, gets caught up in a flurry of misconceptions and illusions. Happiness becomes a mysterious goal you seek but can’t quite grasp, rather than something simply there for you each morning when you open your eyes.
— Mo Gawdat

Into the Magic Shop by James Doty, was another book which I read in one go. Dr. Doty is a clinical professor in the Department of Neurosurgery at Stanford University and the director of the Center for Compassion and Altruism Research and Education at Stanford University School of Medicine. His book is about how as a poor young boy, he was taught some invaluable life-lessons by the lady he met in the magic shop. She taught him how to 1. relax your body, 2. tame your mind, 3. open your heart and 4. set your intent in order to achieve your goals in life. He practiced and visualised how he would be a rich doctor and it cam true however as he hadn't opened his heart he lost everything and this is when the compassion started playing a big role in his life. Now he has turned things around and has opened a department for the research into the relationship between mind and heart; it is The Center for Compassion And Altruism Research And Education, an affiliate of the Stanford Neurosciences Institute. He works together with the Dalai Lama… I guess the compassion aspect has truly been integrated!

Another mystery of the brain is that it will always choose what is familiar over what is unfamiliar. By visualizing my own future success, I was making this success familiar to my brain. Intention is a funny thing, and whatever the brain puts its intention on is what it sees.
— Dr James Doty

The power of now by Eckhart Tolle is a classic bestseller from 1997 but is just as relevant now. "His message is simple: living in the now is the truest path to happiness and enlightenment. And while this message may not seem stunningly original or fresh, his clear writing, supportive voice and enthusiasm make this an excellent manual for anyone who's ever wondered what exactly "living in the now" means. Foremost, he is a world-class teacher, able to explain complicated concepts in concrete language. More importantly, within a chapter of reading this book, readers are already holding the world in a different container--more conscious of how thoughts and emotions get in the way of their ability to live in genuine peace and happiness.
Tolle packs a lot of information and inspirational ideas into The Power of Now. (Topics include the source of Chi, enlightened relationships, creative use of the mind, impermanence and the cycle of life.) Thankfully, he's added markers that symbolise "break time". This is when readers should close the book and mull over what they just read. " I', thoroughly enjoying listening to this book again on audiobooks.

Realise deeply that the present moment is all you ever have. Make the Now the primary focus of your life.
— Eckhart Tolle

In A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle: he expands on these powerful ideas to show how transcending our ego-based state of consciousness is not only essential to personal happiness, but also the key to ending conflict and suffering throughout the world. Tolle describes how our attachment to the ego creates the dysfunction that leads to anger, jealousy, and unhappiness, and shows readers how to awaken to a new state of consciousness and follow the path to a truly fulfilling existence. "The Power of Now" was a question-and-answer handbook. "A New Earth" has been written as a traditional narrative, offering anecdotes and philosophies in a way that is accessible to all. Illuminating, enlightening, and uplifting, "A New Earth" is a profoundly spiritual manifesto for a better way of life and for building a better world.  

Why zebras don't get ulcers. Your body is a sophisticated machine. If it were an automobile, it would be a top-of-the-line, luxury-class vehicle with all of the latest options. There’s just one problem: Your body was designed for the savannas of Africa, not the streets and sidewalks of some urban metropolis. This is a major issue due to one of your body’s great fail-safe systems: the stress-response mechanism, also called the “fight-or-flight syndrome.” This mechanism provides your body with its best chance to get away safely from sudden peril, such as when a lion attacks you. It immediately floods your muscles with robust energy. Thus strengthened, you are far more able to evade the hungry predator. Unfortunately, this same stress-response also kicks in during psychological stress. In much of modern city life (even without stalking lions), such stress is often chronic, making your stress-response mechanism work dangerously overtime, and putting your body at risk of numerous stress-related disorders and diseases. Robert M. Sapolsky, a leading neuroendocrinologist, explains it all in this lively and entertaining, yet highly informative book. He writes with delightful, ironic verve and dry, irrepressible wit. He details how chronic stress can undermine your health, and explains what you can do about it, even in the urban jungle. getAbstract feels calmer just suggesting that anyone experiencing stress could benefit from reading this book.

if you’re stressed like a normal mammal in an acute physical crisis, the stress response is lifesaving. But if instead you chronically activate the stress response for reasons of psychological stress, your health suffers.
— Robert M. Sapolsky

The untethered soul by Michael A. Singer. Where to begin? This quite rapidly has become my new favourite book to gift as a present to friends. Amazing, I highlighted pretty much every page. Oprah Winfrey put it on her favourite books and wrote the 12 step guide: “1. Realize that you are in there. 2. Realize that you are not okay in there. 3. Realize that you're always trying to be okay. 4. Realize that your mind has taken on the job of figuring out how everything needs to be for you to be okay. 5. Realize that the process of defining how the outside needs to be is not going to make you okay. 6. Learn to not participate in the mind's struggle to be okay. 7. Learn to go about your life just like everyone else, except that nothing you do is for the purpose of trying to be okay. 8. As you sincerely let go of the inner energies you are watching, you begin to feel a deeper energy come in from behind. 9. Your inner experience becomes so beautiful that you fall in love with the energy itself, and you develop a very deep and personal relationship with it. 10. You begin to feel the energy pulling you up into it, and your entire path becomes letting go of yourself in order to merge. 11. Once you get far enough back into the energy, you realize that your personal life can go on without you, leaving you free to become immersed in Spirit. 12. Now you are truly okay, and nothing inside or outside of you can cause disturbance—you have come to peace with it all. “ In short, we need to learn not to resist life, don’t cling onto your likes, don’t resist your dislikes. Just ride the waves life brings and be present.

What does it feel like to identify more with Spirit than with form? You used to walk around feeling anxiety and tension; now you walk around feeling love. You just feel love for no reason. Your backdrop is love. Your backdrop is openness, beauty, and appreciation. You don’t make yourself feel that way; that is how Spirit feels … You don’t claim to understand what is happening to you; you just know that as you go further and further back, it gets more and more beautiful.
— Michael A. Singer


Practice gratitude every day.

Write down what you are grateful for at the start or end of every day. Make a list of your favourite things in life and remind yourself of them. It will shift your mindset -which is hardwired to look for the negative- and can start a snowball effect of feeling more gratitude. You will find it is the little things that you are the most grateful for; family, friends, good health, sunshine, log fires, hot baths, sea, travel, music, a good book and especially the awe-inspiring beauty of nature and trees!


Forest Therapy

One of the many reasons why I felt so nourished and well at Kripalu, was the amazing green environment.

Forest Therapy is a research-based framework for supporting healing and wellness through immersion in forests and other natural environments. Forest Therapy is inspired by the Japanese practice of shinrin yoku, which translates to "forest bathing." It is proven to lower heart rate and blood pressure, reduce stress hormone production, boost the immune system, and improve overall feelings of wellbeing.

During an 8 year long Japanese study, they measured the activity of human natural killer (NK) cells in the immune system before and after exposure to the woods. These cells provide rapid responses to viral-infected cells and respond to tumor formation, and are associated with immune system health and cancer prevention. It  showed significant increases in NK cell activity in the week after a forest visit, and positive effects lasted a month following each weekend in the woods.
This is due to various essential oils, generally called phytoncide, found in wood, plants, and some fruit and vegetables, which trees emit to protect themselves from germs and insects. Forest air doesn’t just feel fresher and better—inhaling phytoncide seems to actually improve immune system function.

The path from the lake to Kripalu

My favourite tree at Kripalu

My favourite tree at Kripalu